Motivation: bribes

Good adult self bribes: junk food, expensive bath products, that thing I saw and put on my amazon wishlist, pedicure.

Things I should bribe myself with: house cleaner, going to bed early, eating some vegetables, visiting big dogs.

Forced Growing:

I think I was supposed to fall in love more when I was young so I knew how to fall out if it by my age!! I just don't like people much and never (hardly ever) want them in my life. Until I do, then I want them in my life forever.

Love greatly

"To live is to be willing to die over and over again."

I'm sad. Today was hard. Being an adult sucks today.