Big Deal With Bacon

I made Black Forest Bacon, finishing it in the oven with just a tiny sprinkle of brown sugar... While making Mac-n-cheese in the bacon grease. 

Then put it all in a bowl for the best thing ever.

I was half done with my bowl when I remembered to take a picture!

*gluttony!! I am not telling ANYONE I did this! 

Dirty Laundry!

I have 3 sisters, 2 aren't talking to each other. To "punish" us our step mom said we don't get the Seahawks season playoff tickets (to divide among us), they are selling them... Pre last weekend dad pulled the tickets that didn't sell and gave them to 2 of the daughters. I emailed him asking if that meant, out of fairness, me and the other daughter got this weekend's tickets... He said he'd let me know...

I didn't. I made other plans. And at 7am on game day got woken up (called) and asked if I wanted tickets. Seriously.

I'm so in! GO HAWKS!!

But I also have a life and friends and do things. I feel torn! I hope we win. I wish I was there. I will have fun with my friends in the mountain instead/too.

Motivation: bribes

Good adult self bribes: junk food, expensive bath products, that thing I saw and put on my amazon wishlist, pedicure.

Things I should bribe myself with: house cleaner, going to bed early, eating some vegetables, visiting big dogs.

Forced Growing:

I think I was supposed to fall in love more when I was young so I knew how to fall out if it by my age!! I just don't like people much and never (hardly ever) want them in my life. Until I do, then I want them in my life forever.

Love greatly

"To live is to be willing to die over and over again."

I'm sad. Today was hard. Being an adult sucks today.

Bad Grown-up

I spent over $300 on myself this weekend.  #theseasonofgiving

I didn't even look at my account balance.  I messaged a friend, "I'm a bad grown-up!"

He messaged back:  "Maybe... But you're a fun person!"

(so I put these pics from the last 9 days together)

Like a grown up

Bad cramps, 6 Advil, freezing outside, 5 hours of sleep: Still at the gym. *even though it is the last thing I want to be doing.